CERITA LANGSIR.

2 months away to the wedding. 

Today I went to Kamdar to buy kain for the curtain. To have the curtain into reality is a hassle. First is to choose which textile warehouse offers the best price. I went to Kamdar and Jakel, and obviously the former is cheaper. Second, to choose the right kain. I opt for a purple color curtain with yellowish gold pattern. I really hope mom will like it. The next step is finding the tailor that again, offer the best price. My finding (ceh) is Jakel is the most expensive, Kamdar and a tailor in Beserah offer almost similar price, but I opt for the kakak in Beserah as she offer slightly cheaper price and because she is so nice and helpful. See, your attitude will always help u in whatever situation. 

So I bought the kain, 50 meter worth of kain + 8 meter plain satin for the curtain’s top scallop + 4 meter sheer curtain. Trust me its sooo heavy. I was thinking how am I going to bring the package into my car that I park about 300 meter away. Oh yes I went there alone. *teary eyes*

But again, in the midst of self-centered, egocentric world that we live in now, there are still nice people around. The adik tukang potong kain, despite being busy with lotsa customers and its not in her jobscope to carry customer’s purchase, help me carry the kain to my car. Thank you adik. Ramai lagi orang baik dalam dunia ini, semoga kita berjumpa, berurusan dan dikelilingi oleh mereka2 ini. Amin. 

Well, I know its nothing for some people, but I think preparing a set of curtain to our home is a big thing for me. I did almost everything on my own. Survey, cari harga murah, tengok pattern and design langsir, oh terasa sungguh seperti mak2 orang dik non… But of course ada jugak yg membantu. Kak ecah tolong survey tailor langsir di kuantan ni. Kakni sponsor separuh (which really mean a lot to me thanks kakak). Mak I tak berapa sihat, so she cudnt help with the langsir. Kalau dulu2 dia jahit sendiri. Takpe la, ini kira hadiah kita untuk mak. 

The other day I went to kedai Koboi to survey doorgift and some other things for the wedding. Yup yours truly went there alone. Ilman tanya kenapa tak ajak dia. I jawab saya segan. Heh. Tapi memang betul, I segan nak ajak orang, takut menyusahkan plk. Balik jengka last week I gi bridal butik pon sensorang je. Long ago its always hard for me to decide on something on my own. Yes I’m not a good decision maker. But now I think I have improved a lot. Somebody has to decide, kalau pergi sorang, orang yang pergi sorang tu la decide. Right? So takpe la, kite jadi wedding planner wedding sendiri. But so far I still can cope with it. 

Nampak je macam I buat semua sensorang. Tapi takla.. the plan, the thinking part, still involve those that very dear to me. Before pilih apa2, or decide apa2, I always kecoh2 tanya kat semua orang. I am glad I have those people around me. My family, Ilman, Miya, and my friends yang duk jauh2 pon selalu tanya pasal preparation. I am a spoiled kid in that sense but I don’t mind being one. I don’t mind being the doer, the one who execute the plan. But I am helpless and hopeless without support and encouragement from my love one. 

Motif bercerita cerita langsir? Saja..i tengok ramai bride-to-be buat blog cite preparation kawen. I pon nak buat la jugak. Heh. :)

fix you is back on top of my playlist. one of my encouragement it is!