CERITA RAYA

Assalamualaikum.

Hello awak2 semua. Dah sampai rumah ke? Dah balik kampong? Dah siap biskut raya? Berapa jenis tahun ni? Well as for us we don’t prepare much this year –tart nenas, kuih gunting, biskut arab/makmur, kuih Loyang and biskut cornflakes madu (hehe I just help the last one, tu pon curi tulang). Oh and my signature chocolate cake(haha bajet je) to be done tomorrow insya Allah.

Two days left to raya, so lets get the raya mood with raya story. We start with why this year's raya is different from last year shall we?

1. I was working on last year raya

I was working with a healthcare catering company before, and in-charged of a hospital in Wangsa Maju. As people aware off, health industry never stop. We can never close a hospital. So does people working in healthcare setting. Though we are outsource company, but a service is a service, regardless of hari raya ke tak. Sebak sayu sedih malam raya tu tinggal sorang2 tak payah cakap la. Tapi petang 1^st raya tu jugak I dah blah dah hihi.  

Lihatlah mataku yang bengkak bukti raya di perantauan

2. Musibah on last Ramadhan and Syawal

My youngest brother involved in an accident last Ramadhan. He was hospitalized for 40 days since then, HOSHAS-HKL-HOSHAS.The raya mood was gloomy last year, with abah and Ila and Awi alternately took care of him in the hosp, the very sad and worried mak, with Kakni and SIL were 7 months pregnant and what not. It was a huge ujian, and Alhamdulillah kami redha and believe that there is always something in everything. 

3. The cute-adorable-gorjes lil’ monsters are here!

Ahmad Syauqi, born on 7/11, and Wan Qaireen Rafiqa, on 10/11 last year, now both 9 months old. They are the sunshine in the family, the apple of our eyes, the adorable lil moster, the love of everyone. Cant wait for them to be back here, Qi on 3^rd day raya, and Eyin on 2^nd day raya. Cepat2 mokde nak bagi duit raya ni.

oh my oh my soooo adorable!!!!

oh my oh my yang ni pon soooo adorable!!!! *pix eyin ngn yayah die curi dr fb kakecah*

4. A sad story

Well I am not going to disclose it here, but enough to say that the story broke our heart to pieces. It involved someone very dear, very close to us. All I can say is we are praying for her happiness, semoga dia tabah. It break my heart to look her in the eyes and pretend that nothing happened, that everything is normal as it seems. Ya Allah, Kau tabahkanlah hatinya, kuatkan imannya. Amin.

5. Tahun ke 2 memberi duit raya

Alhamdulillah, though not much, but I am grateful that I can share pieces of my rezeki. My cousin kecik2 lagi (bcos mak is the eldest of 7 siblings) so ramai la kanak2 riang untuk diberi duit raya. Insya Allah kalau rezeki lebih tahun depan kakja upgrade duit raya korang hoccay. Doa lebih2 sikit hihi.

And that is why this year's raya is a bit different. Anyhoo, for raya, we are going back to kampong yang sangat la jauh tu tomorrow's evening, after bakar lemang. Yeah tahun ni buat lemang kat rumah Jengka, sebab abah kerja. So lemang yg telah dimasak akan dibawa balik ke rumah nek esok. Kitorang memang buat lemang every year, tapi tahun ni lain skit tak buat kat rumah nek. Rendang pulak mungkin rendang ayam, as requested by mamat indon sesat kat umah ni hihi (jgn marah awi). Main dish maybe nasi tomato (tak habis plan lagi), and other menu like nasi impit with kuah kacang tu mesti la ada kan. 

cite psl lemang haruslah ada gmbr lemang u olls. nak rasa jemput la dtg umah *pix abah bakor lemang 2 thn lepas*

So here I am wishing all of you Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin. Jemputlah datang ke rumah ye. 

update: menu sudah ditambah dgn tapai pulut atas permintaan abah. rendang mungkin rendang daging raya pertama, rendang ayam raya kedua.

TOP TEN LAGU RAYA FAVORITE SAYA

Assalamualaikum.

I've been viewing a lot of other people's blog that love to write about top ten of stuffs. So I figured I should try one. Hihi.

Oh my first top ten entry will be in Malay, baru ada feel ;)

Jadi sempena raya yang bakal menjelang mari kita mulakan siri top ten blog icha dengan TOP 10 LAGU RAYA FAVORITE SAYA (Inspired by this blog while i blogwalking)!

10. Lagu raya iklan EON

This song is legendary! Tengok saja videonya, sangat kelakar hoccay. Sila perhatikan baju raja ema itu.

9. Bersama di Hari Raya -Cenderawasih

Satu hari masa saya tgh drive balik rumah dgn Kakelly dan Jun dgr lagu ni dlm kereta. Dgn yakinnya saya cakap suka lagu raya Feminin ni. Right after that the dj announce the name of the song and singer. I was like huhh? Who the hell Cenderawasih? Serious suara diorg yg flat dan malas2 nak nyanyi tu mcm Feminin. ;) I googled the group and guess what? They are Indian. Wow! Salute!

8. Indahnya Beraya di Desa -Azlina Aziz & Balik Kampung -Allahyarham Sudirman

Oh sukar nak pilih jadi letak dua2. Untuk lagu balik kampong though dia tak specifically cakap balik kampung untuk raya, tapi cukup sinonim dgn balik raya. Info tambahan: Kampung arwah Sudirman ni sebelah je kampung nenek saya kat Temerloh tu.

7. Senandung Hari Raya Untukmu -Dayangku Intan

Hihi kenapa lagu ni ada dlm list? Sebab adik saya Awi suka lagu ni. Ktorg nak gelak dgr sebab dia nyanyi macam tak ada perasaan. Flat and monotone je bunyinya. Best untuk diajuk. 

6. Musafir di Aidilfitri -S Jibeng

Fuhh lagu ni. No word to describe. Bila kau dengar 'Gemaa..' tu kau dah tak terkata dah. Heh.

5. Satu Pagi di Hari Raya -Nowseeheart dan Raihan

Lagu ni menggambarkan suasana raya yang tenang dan sederhana. Muzik dia sederhana, suara raihan dan nowseeheart pon sederhana. Oleh kerana saya suka mari layankan lagu ni!

4. Salam Aidilfitri -Jamal Abdillah

Okay saya sangat suka part Assalamualaikum itu, fullstop!

3. Satu Hari di Hari Raya -M. Nasir

Saya rasa lagu ni ada dlm list favorite lagu raya semua org. Again, its legendary!

2.Nazam Lebaran -Siti Nurhaliza

Nama pon kipas susah mati, haruslah ada lagu siti ko. Vids lagu ni kelakau tgk backup singer lelaki yg bermulut lebar itu hihi. Sesuci lebaran pon saya suka juga. Vids dia ada penari dgn step tarian yg agak hideous haha. Nasib baik ada siti kalau x hancur. 

Oh cantiknya *jatuh cinta*

1. Menjelang Hari Raya -DJ Dave

Lagu raya yang sangat raya. Ko akan rasa perasaan raya yang membuak2 itu bila dgr lagu ni.

Oh hari raya hampir menjelang tiba. Pada siapa yg drive balik kampung, hati-hati memandu. Siapa yg kena kerja, all the best. Kerja dgn tekun. Saya paham kerna saya juga bekerja raya tahun lepas huhu. Siapa yang beraya di perantauan, bertabahlah. At least kamu ada experience yg berlainan. Kalau rajin nnt kite buat entry khas hari raya. ;)

SO LONG SELAYANG..TILL WE MEET AGAIN.

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday was my last day at Selayang Hospital (SH).

I was so busy running here and there, settling this and that. What a day...

And I was so sad to leave this place.

It is a place that I have learned a lot, polishing my clinical dietetics skills.

It is a place where i sorta was trained to be ready for my next job.

I really appreciate the opportunity that has been given, so thank you to all. 

Well lets review the memory of me with Selayang's troop ;)

1. Orang Kotak

Yes this is my work station. Why the called me orang kotak? Hee to keep the story short, it was mainly because the kotak is located at the far end of the office, and because it is the only cubicle in the office. Well this orang kotak was incharged of a medical ward, o&g ward, a VIP ward, and GDM class.

My little Kotak p/s excuse the messy table ;)

2. Kak Zam

Did I mentioned that the dietitians in SH are the best? Well lets start with the one in front of me. On my very first day I was tagged with Kakzam. She was incharged of Hepato (liver) ward. I was so gelabah at that time that I could not even do simple diabetic counseling *malu*. Kakzam always brought me along on her ward round, and I much appreciate it, for I gain a lot from her. Plus we always discussed recipe *like2*. Another thing, she never give up to match make me with Ilman, and I give her an A for her effort. Haha sorry Kakzam, it doesnt work. Anyway, I am wishing u all the best, keep on cooking good meals, and stay cute and bubbly!

Kite ngn kakzam bermata sparkle *silau2*

3. Kak Fizah

Now lets move on to the one opposite Kakzam, KakFizah. KakFizah I must say, is a quite person. I tagged with her on my second day in SH. She was in charged of the surgical ward ~which I like so much~. That is why when she was not around I always volunteer to Kakzam to cover her. Right after I started working there, she has one good news -a wedding invitation card. And right when I'm about to quit, she has another good news. Kongratulasi! *senyum bahagia utk kakfizah*. Again, wishing u happiness here and hereafter, thanx for everything.

kite ngn kakfizah yang gorjes.

4. Teong Lee Fang.

She was also a part timer, just like me. From UKM, she has passion in Renal discipline. She speaks very fast (she's a debater, of course), and is a very good dietitian. Dear TLF, I am wishing u nothing but the best, may u accomplished what u always wanted to be. Keep in touch okay. 

icha and lee fang -ta hen piao liang (do i spell it correctly?)

5. Ilman Hadree Idris. 

Hihi ni tak boleh cakap byk2 nnt kena gosip lagi. What more can I say? He was my classmate back in IIUM. He's incharged of ICU/CCU/HDW/Burn. And he has help me a lot. Thanks Ilman *wave to u with a cute face haha*. Haa lega la ko kan lepas ni dah tak ada gosip. p/s kakzam kena carik orang lain pulak utk gosipkan Ilman ;)

haha ade cerita di sebalik gmbr ni. kakzam, cecite cecite ;)

6. Khor Ban Hock aka Ben 10 Ben

Another part timer. Well there are many words to describe Ben -He's passionate, always moving around, always find things to do, smart, brilliant, cute, hardworking, loves camwhoring, and passionate (I think that should comes twice =P). Well he is Ben 10 after all ;). So Ben, I wish for ur success, smg dpt jadi u54 cepat2 as u wish. And pls, pls take good care of my Joker car!

ben 10 and kim possible oyeah!

7. Kak Elly

She's the renal dietitian there. She is also my landlord. Similar to Kakzam, KakElly is very funneyh (we do laugh a lot kan kak elly hihi). She might seems bubbly, but sometimes, Kakelly can be very serious. And yes, she has thought me a lot, especially from her life experience. And she thought me cooking tips too *suka2*. Yesterday was also her last day in SH as she is pursuing her master after raya. All the best Kakelly, always be happy, la tahzan. Semoga bahagia sampai syurga. 

old pix. so sad x sempat amik gmbr ngn kak elly kat ofis.

8. Kak Nora. 

When i first saw Kaknora, and up until now, she always reminds me of my dear lecturer Sister Fathin. I dont know why, maybe because of her petite size, or maybe because both wear spectacles, or the way they talk (soft spoken punya style). I dont know. Ilman cakap tak sama. Maybe it was just me, entah la. She's incharged of peds ward, and i cover for her peds outpatient clinic when she's not around *suka2*. Though she is quite, but sometimes her jokes are extremely hilarious, and what she says make u ponder all day. I am praying for safe delivery of your baby, and terima kasih for the tunjuk ajar. 

*oh baru perasan tak ada gmbr ngn kak nora. sad2*

9. Jun aka Gu JUN Pyo

Jun Jun Jun. She is 2 years younger than me but selamba call me Ija je. Well like I care haha. Jun looked serious, but dont judge a book by its cover. Once u know her (as in living in the same house, same room), haa tau la pe'el sebenar si jun ni. That being said, Jun is a very nice girl. Rajin, pandai masak, lemah lembut; in short, she is the girl next door laa..All my family knows her, and my older sister likes her. Well Jun, as to the others, I am wishing u nothing but the best, good luck for ur future.

kami suka merepek sekian terima kasih.

Well, I am keeping this journal of memoir of great people in Selayang so that I wont forget the very short and sweet memory that we have together. Although it is only about 2 months and 3 weeks, I have gain a lot. Like seriously a lot. Thanks for the gift, thanx for the cute goodbye card. Thanks for all the tunjuk ajar and sharing of knowledge. Bunch and bunch and bunch of thanks!   

kalau kutanam kutanam juga

dari air sampai ke darat

kalau kukenang kukenang juga

dari dunia sampai akhirat

hati sayu merenung malam

cengkerik dan unggas meneman diri

bertemu berpisah lumrah alam

pasti menjadi satu memori

Love,

Ija

Orang Kotak SH 3/6/11 to 22/8/11

FUNNY-SERIOUS MODE

Assalamualaikum.

Entry selingan. 

Funny.

I could not help but to share this hilarious joke, posted by a friend, Sapik on Facebook.

LOL! Sangat lawak hoccay!

Di suatu pagi yg buta (sahur daaa) ...

mak : Alim bangun lim..makan sahur nie...
Alim : masih menarik selimut & bertanye pada mak nye..''MAK BUAT HO..HO...HOLICK EK ???..''
Mak : HO...HO...HOTAK engkau...bangun cepatttt..!!!

.............................

Serious. 

We have arrived to the last 10 days of Ramadhan. How fast time flies. Mari sama2 tingkatkan amalan. May our 'amal will be accepted by Allah. Amin.

"Sesungguhnya kami telah menurunkan Al-Quran pada malam Lailatul Qadar. Tahukah kamu apakah malam Lailatul Qadar itu? Malam Lailatul Qadar itu lebih baik daripada seribu bulan. Pada malam itu turun para Malaikat dan Jibril dengan izin Tuhan kerana membawa segala perkara yang ditakdirkan berlakunya pada tahun yang berikut. Sejahteralah malam yang berkat itu sehingga terbit fajar ".(Surah alQadar ayat 1-5)

p/s One day left to leave this place. Sad. 

CERITA SHOPPING RAYA DI JALAN TAR

Assalamualaikum. Rajin pulak update blog hari ni.

Well it was an ad-hoc plan. Yesterday I suggest to kak elly and jun to go out to jalan tar today, and tadaaa, off we went. Hehe. Waking up at 7 am today, I first watch my favorite show Tanyalah Ustaz, doing laundry, and siap2 to go to jalan tar. We were out of the house at 9.30 am, sharp. 

We drop by at Terminal Pekeliling first bcos Jun is getting her balik raya ticket. After Titiwangsa straight we went to jalan tar. And yes, as expected, it was traffic jam! Quote from kak elly: 'Negeri Selangor kosong hari ni semua turun KL'. Haha. It was indeed mcm betul je. Sea of ppl at jalan tar today. So we decided to park at Sogo, and ya Allah we were dying looking for empty car park. I was wondering pukul berapa diorg yg dpt parking ni sampai hmmm..Lastly we got this ‘melekap-ke-dinding’ parking, thank God kita naik cik chubby hari ni dapat la selit2. That was the best we could, and it was only after almost 15-20 minutes.

'melekap kat dinding'

So our journey at jalan tar started at 11 am. I purposely took all those pics, ye la entah bila la dpt outing raya kat jalan tar with jun and kak elly kan *sad*. 

i really like this pic. wish i was in it

I bought baju kurung and tudung, and few brooches, and butang baju melayu to abah. Jun bought almost the same as I am. Kak elly bought only tudung. But seriously the baju2 kurung are cheap. Those that u found in shopping complex with price tagging rm80-90 or even rm100, u can get as cheap as rm50 at jalan tar. Seriously. Same material, same fabric. No kidding. That is why people are dying to come regardless of sea of crowd and cuaca panas and semua rambang mata.

favorite pic haha. look at jun's head: mcm gambar tampal. funneyh!

sanggup abang ni pakai tudung nak promote jualan dia. gelis i tgk ade misai pakai tudung camtu

Still, we have to choose wisely, don’t overspend, and most importantly, urus nafsu! (yes I have been nagging about urus nafsu since I belajar dr ustaz zahazan, but it really does work tau (especially when it comes to buying foods). Meh nak ajar what I always do. When I started to rambang mata nak pilih, I will ask myself do I really need it? Itu suara nafsu ke suara Ija? Hehe u can try this it works (but sometimes it doesn’t hehe).  

pulang setelah penat bershopping

We finished shopping at 1 pm (tupon dah rase penat gile. I cant imagine how ppl can be in that crowded place for so long ish2), and arrived home at 2 pm. Playing around and fitting those baju that we bought, then collapse haha.

Well, looking at all those persiapan raya, made me realize that raya is approaching. And sadly Ramadhan is leaving. This is a reminder to us all, especially to me myself: Mari tingkatkan amalan, dan terus berdoa semoga amalan kita diterima. Amin.

p/s It was tiring, but I think it was a fun day today. Especially observing perangai2 orang kat jalan tar. Macam2 kerenah. Fun!

WHY WE PREFER TO COOK OUR OWN MEAL FOR BERBUKA

Assalamualaikum.

Hello peeps. May we all have a bless Ramadhan. Only 12 days left for this holy month that is full with barakah. Semoga amal kita diterima oleh Allah, amin. 

Dari Abu Hurairah R.A. beliau berkata: Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda, “Orang yang berpuasa memiliki dua kebahagiaan yang dia bergembira dengannya: ketika berbuka dia bergembira dengan bukanya dan ketika berjumpa Robbnya dia bergembira dengan puasanya.” (Muttafaq ‘alaih)

Yes, that is very true, especially the later. It is our ultimate hope that all our ‘amal will be accepted by Allah. Our Lord, accept [this] from us. Indeed You are the Hearing, the Knowing(Al-Baqarah:127)

And for the former; kegembiraan  ketika berbuka? Berbuka is indeed the awaiting moment for those who fast. Some prefer to cook, some would go to bazaar, some choose iftar at masjid, and once a while we would want to pamper ourselves in nice restaurant or ramadhan buffet.

Anyhow, this is my bazaar ramadhan story. Up until today, we only went to bazaar 2 times (one near Selayang mall, the other near selayang stadium). And it was a total disaster. After a long and tiring day, and it so happened that that day u gotta lot of patients, and most of it are counseling cases, plus it was so hot that day, all u want is a decent meal. Yes I am clearly aware that is it is all dugaan ketika berpuasa so we need to bear with it, no complaint. But after a long stroll at the bazaar, fighting to mengurus your nafsu makan when choosing the foods that all of them ‘appear good’, and the moment u put it inside ur mouth, boom! Heartbroken.

We bought nasi kerabu once –the ulam2 dah almost basi. Popia sira –the filling was nothing but taugeh (yg dah hitam2 tu). Popia basah –the same as the popia sira. Yes it is very true that our Prophet SAW said that when u don’t like a food, don’t mentioned it outloud, tak baik menghina makanan. But please, please, please food hawkers. Please make a more decent meal. Don’t only long for big money and put aside the quality of ur foods. When it comes to taste, I can still compromise, as our taste preference is difference, some would love a sweeter ayam percik, some would prefer spicier. However when it comes to quality of the foods, I really couldn’t take it. Come on la, orang beli makanan u untuk berbuka peeps, berbuka! Ikhlas la sikit bila berniaga tu. How could u sell a very bad quality foods to orang puasa. Tak berkat tau. Tak baik.

Hihi that is why we prefer to cook. Although it is a very simple meal –as simple as ayam goreng and sayur lemak kobis, we’ll be satisfied. No complaints, no broken heart, no ‘rasa-nak-nangis-makan-makanan-x-sedap’.   My favorite our own cooked meal so far was nasi lemak (tq tq tq kak elly sedap gile) and mee goreng + cucuq udang. The bestest! The other meal like masak lemak cili api udang, tomyam ayam, ayam masak merah, etc are great too. Beronok-ronok seronoknya hihi

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Anyway, what I am trying to say is that if we have time, just cook our own meal. Not only that we have decent meal, but also we can control our nafsu makan (ye la when u look at foods at the bazaar all appear appetizing and u start to buy more than u need), and of course, prepare healthier meal (err in our case not that healthy kot huhu). And no, I am not against all food hawkers at the bazaar. Some sell really good foods, and I much appreciate it. 

Thank you for those who prepare good foods up till this 17^th ramadhan. And that include my lovely mak, my sister kakni, housemate kak elly and jun, and restoran asam pedas and restoran bumbu desa (omg their foods are great!). 

makanan berbuka that i brought from home couple of week back: ikan patin bakar tempoyak, roti jala and kuah durian, popia goreng. sayur campur and kari ayam tu cikjun masak

p/s selamat berpuasa. Tinggal berapa hari je lagi. Sad that ramadhan is leaving. Smg dpt tingkatkan amalan dan smg amalan diterima, amin.

p/s 2: hari ni saya masak ikan kembong goreng berlada (but it was a bit dry) and sayur lemak labu (mula2 keras, nasib baik kak elly tlg selesaikan masalah). Sory kak elly dan jun :(

CERITA MENGURUS NAFSU

2 hari lepas sebelum pergi office aku tengok Tanyalah Ustaz kat tv9. Ustaz Zahazan, bercerita tentang perang badar (perang nafsu). Ustaz cakap Allah ciptakan nafsu, dan Allah jugak ciptakan akal. Jadi, nafsu sebenarnya adalah untuk diurus, bukan untuk dihapus. Ulang suara, urus! Jadi dalam bulan Ramadhan yang penuh barakah ni, aku sedaya upaya cuba urus satu nafsu yang aku percaya agak susah untuk diurus; nafsu makan. Aku jenis yang tak berkira pasal makan. Aku beli ape yang aku nak, yang nampak sedap kat mata ni. And most of the time it end up in the bin. Alhamdulillah sejak aku berazam nak urus nafsu makan ni, dah tak ada makanan end up in the bin. Quite an accomplishment eh? ;)

Satu lagi nafsu yang aku nak urus adalah nafsu marah. Eh sebelum cerita pasal nafsu marah ni mari kita recall syllabus usrah masa kat kisas dulu. Naqibah aku adalah Kak Sumayyah. Nafsu ni terbahagi kpd 3 sebenarnya; mutmainnah, lawwamah, dan amarah. Ok huraian menurut ingatan aku yang tak berapa dhabit ni macam ni. Mutmainnah ialah nafsu yang tenang, yang selalu mengingati Allah dan sentiasa dekat dengan Allah. Lawwamah pulak biasanya nafsu kita sebagai manusia biasa lah. Kita tahu sesuatu tu salah, tapi tetap rasa nak buat (sebab tak pandai urus nafsu), dan end up menyesal atas perbuatan tu. Akhir sekali, nafsu amarah (pernah dgr kan orang cakap amarah syaitan etc) ialah nafsu yang mendorong seorang buat jahat dan tak rasa bersalah, nauzubillah. Tapi aku google tgk2 blog orang ada yang listkan 7 jenis nafsu. Aku pun x tahu, Wallahualam. 

Panjang bebel (sebab tu kawan2 aku selalu cakap ija suka explain banyak2. sorry old habits are hard to kill). Back to story. Sekarang aku berazam mengurus nafsu marah. Ya aku memang dah bertukar menjadi seorang yang agak temper skrg, yang mana aku sungguh malu dgn perubahan aku yang satu ni. Dulu aku seorang yang agak composed dan cool. Bukan la cool mane pon, gelabah2 tu tetap ada. Cool dalam konteks ni ialah tak cepat marah. Nak pura2 marah pon aku x reti. Sebab dulu aku adalah orang yang positif. Ok2 dah2 angkat bakul angkat sendiri astaghfirullah. Tapi betul tau tak tipu. Marah aku adalah equal to menangis. Ye kalau aku marah sangat aku menangis. Tapi aku mmg kuat nangis pon so mute point di situ hehe. 

Jadinya bila masa aku bertukar menjadi orang yang kuat sentap ni? Jawapannya adalah bila aku mula bekerja tahun lepas. Aku mula tinggi suara kat orang, tahap tengking2. Aku pernah halau staff aku keluar dari ofis, and I said get lost! At some point (mmg dah sampai limit dia) aku cakap stupid kat orang right in front of their face.  Pantang orang buat salah aku nak sentap. Haish kalau traffic jam tu, memang medan menghambur perkataan2 x elok la. Lagi2 kalau ada kereta mcm haram main potong2 line orang, kalau tukar lane x bg signal, etc. Tapi aku x blame siapa2. Aku tak blame company lama aku dulu. Orang yang blame orang lain untuk kesalahan yg dia buat adalah org yg loser bagi aku. So I took all the blame, totally. Sebabnya? Sebab aku x pandai urus nafsu marah aku, dan aku sesungguh-sungguhnya (wah punya la nak ta’kidkan kesungguhan aku kat situ) malu dengan sikap aku yg itu.

Sempena bulan ramadhan yang mulia ni, aku cuba (read: sedaya upaya) kikis sikap cepat marah aku tu. Jangan sentap tak pasal2. Banyak2 sabar. Banyak2 istighfar. Banyak2 diam. Lagi banyak cakap lagi banyak dosa. Aku cuba menjadi ija yang cool dan composed (perasan) mcm dulu. Doakan aku ya?

Satu lagi nafsu yang aku cuba urus adalah nafsu tidur. Kalau zaman dulu2 tengahari je rasa nak tido. Petang nak tido. Pagi x payah cakap la, mmg susah nak bangun. Tapi semenjak dua menjak ni Alhamdulillah bangun agak awal. Lagi2 bulan puasa ni, kan nak kena sahur. So far rasanya mmg aku selalu terjaga sendiri, tanpa perlu dikejut orang (of course alarm hp pon membantu).  Lunch break pon, sebab tak makan bulan puasa, aku isi masa dgn buat satu aktiviti besides tidur. Tapi tidur kejap sebelum Zohor tu sunat kan? Correct me if am wrong. 

Jadi itulah cerita urus nafsu aku. Aku mintak sungguh2 apa2 benda elok yang aku cuba buat bulan ramadhan ni berkekalan la hendaknya. Untuk kamu2 pon sama la ya. Semoga kita beroleh keberkatan dan rahmat dari Allah.  

Rabbana la tuzigh qulubana ba'da idh hadaytana, wahab lana min ladunka rahmah, innaka antal Wahhab.

the coolest man on earth

p/s entry ni lebih kepada muhasabah diri, so aku guna bahasa yang dekat dgn diri aku. Peace!

p/s 2: aku letak gambar abah sebab abah aku adalah orang yang sgt cool. ija nak jadi mcm abah laa.